May 7, 2010

• alone…

  Right now I am alone.  I have been alone for about 3 hours now.  Most moms would say.. wow!  How Awesome!  I wish I can be alone..

  I can not say the same..

  I don’t like being alone at all!

  Yes, ok.. first thing in the morning.. I like it.. but it is only for an hour or two.  I can handle an hour or two.. I can’t handle 3 hours..

  I am feeling lonely

  Even at night.. if Angel is working or sleeping.. I get lonely.  I even cry.. Angel doesn’t even understand this.  I don’t think anyone does. 

  It is too quiet.
  I don’t want to turn on the tv
  I have spent the last three hours watching things on You Tube..
  like an old episode of Dawson’s creek
  and a video put together for the last episode..
  which made me cry. 

  Yep, I am odd
  I don’t like being alone. 
  sigh..

  Someone please come home soon! 

  • 7:17 pm
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